ABOUT NEEDING A HUG-MY "head on the shoulder" FETISH-February 2008-LETTERS TO MR.U
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the saddest part is i need a hug..I needed a hug yesterday too...I have been needing a tight hug for the past three days...I have been wanting to lay my head on the shoulder of this tall lanky guy with this sturdy shoulder hiding under that grey tshirt..i want to lay my head there on that shoulder and perhaps shed a silent tear which wets that grey t shirt(funny why this fantasy of mine always involves a grey t shirt--I never happen to visually fantasize the face of anyone ...i just visualize this shoulder---this torso wearing a xxxx grey tshirt and me laying my head there and silently shedding a tear...and nestling here in the left supraclavicular region of this grey t shirted torso)
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MY 2012 POSTNOTE for the blog!!!
It was quite UNNERVING to read this email that i wrote to MR.U..coz , after mr.u, there was one mr.green TO WHOM i used to write emails and FUNNILY, in letters to MR.GREEN too, I mention the same need to lay my head on his shoulder...
SO,now,So I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I HAVE A "head on the shoulder" fetish..I like laying my head on the shoulder of the guy I AM EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO...
frankly , after reading this email, I AM QUITE EMBARASSED..I thought that this "head on the shoulder" syndrome was something very unique that me and mr.green had,
but, apparently NOT...i seem to have had the same fetish prior to mr.green with mr.u AS WELL...hmmmm..also, i have written similar letters to mr.green asking for an email hug...hmmm.
so , essentially, when i get emotionally needy,
a/i like hugs
b/i like to lay my head on the guy's shoulder.
c/it also appears that i like shedding tears on the shirts of the guy i am with(geez..what the fuck!)
Also, if you have read my other blog entries under the LETTERS TO MR.U series, you will know that i also call mr.u as MR.GREY...due to the GREY TSHIRT fetish i guess.geezus...seriously.
i am the FETISH QUEEN now..seriously embarassed ,coz,it doesn't matter who the guy is..I JUST LIKE PUTTING MY HEAD ON SOMEONE'S SHOULDER AND CRYING ..geezus...
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