LETTERS TO MR.U-About Paucity of words, LAUGHABLE MAIL ,Alcohol and Self preservation-FEB 2008

LETTERS TO MR.U-About Paucity of words, LAUGHABLE MAIL ,Alcohol and Self preservation-FEB 2008

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yeah..what is with this alchohol drinking?

i was on my flight to frankfurt the day before ..k? For a moment, amongst all that stress in my head.. i almost was gonna ask the flight attendant for some cognac..LOL...I MEAN..I HAVE NEVER HAD ALCHOHOL ALL MY LIFE TILL NOW...EXCEPT THE CHAMPAGNE ICECREAMS AND THE RUM BALLS--and I AM 29....IT WAS A conscious decision that i stuck by till now and i hope to in the future too..So ..when i heard somewhere that you never drink ..i was like... "WOW..there perhaps is some way that there can be more than one person with the same set of traits ...well.. ofcourse..not all of our traits are the same...but many are... gosh...I suck at writing mail....gosh..gosh..I sure am making a fool of myself...I have no foking idea why i am writing a mail this way.. a mail which you might never read or will perhaps read and laugh at..NOT THAT THIS MAIL IS LAUGHABLE...but unfortunately i feel that you have changed for the worst.....which makes you that much less special...that much less special to me..where i feel that you won't' understand what i write ..anymore

CAN YOU PLEASE MAKE AN ATTEMPT AT SELF PRESERVATION ?please?

Alchohol and dope is no good... gosh... please.... don''t change...please?

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Okay,

about Mr.U's Alcohol habit..

This man never drank alcohol, a total tee-totaller at one point of time....

But,now, the man needs HARD LIQOUR to numb himselves to sleep.

People who drink a glass of wine every other weekend for recreation at a party are quite different from people needing a large peg of J**K D*****S each night to numb the NOISES in their head..I feel very very bad that he has an alcohol habit now..MY DEAREST BABY that once refused alcohol with conviction , NOW NEEDS it each night....HARD LIQOUR is bad....:(((

The saddest part is ,my worst concerns about the health issues that might arise by partaking of j**k d****s in the night have actually come true.At this point it is not an "I TOLD YOU SO,NOW SEE WHAT HAPPENNED!!" moment for me at all.It is a moment of anger and utter helplessness that I could NOT HELP HIM PREVENT IT ALL inspite of all the emails I wrote to him prior to the health issue arising, asking him to stop drinking.

Ironically,at one point in the past(prolly as recent as just five years ago),this is the very same man, MAKING FUN OF ALCOHOLISM...He used to say something akin to " Alcoholism constantly involves needing to drink LIQUIDS OVER AND OVER.Who wants to keep drinking glassfulls of liquid substance over and over to feel better?I am not that great on drinking liquids anyways."

 

WhatThe F**K!!...THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HE IS DOING NOW.When the f**k did such a man who made fun of alcoholism suddenly become dependant on alcohol?NOT THAT HE IS DRINKING GLASSES AND GLASSES,but then, at this given point in life,he NEEDS a glass or two each night to unwind and be able to sleep

.I LOST MY MAN TO THE GLASS.PCCCH.I hate that.I am have NEVER DRUNK alcohol in my life and I don't plan to be with any man who drinks,Which automatically disqualifies Mr.U..no?seriously,come on!!